3/18/13 You wouldn’t know


❝ You’re too late
I’ve given up
I’m only 15 and I know what it’s like to want to die
I know what it’s like to hate every inch of yourself to the point where you’re willing to drag anything sharp across your skin so you feel at least slightly human
I know what’s it like to lay awake at night wondering what it feels like to be alive because I know I’m dead inside
I shouldn’t feel like this but I do
Maybe I don’t belong here
I lay in bed wondering where my life is headed when I know it’s going to end sooner than I thought
I think about what my younger self would think
I’m frightened of myself
Of my mind
Of everything
I don’t trust anyone
Or even myself
I hate me
Me (via acid3y3s)